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HATE.

Sun Nov 7, 2004, 5:38 PM
it's flowing through me so that i can't sit still. i'm shaking so bad.

Matthew Sean Clay is the single best thing that has ever happened to me. EVER. ANYONE who says otherwise better fucking delete me off her friend's list NOW goddamnit.

YOU HAD NO FUCKING RIGHT TO SAY THAT.

NO GODDAMN RIGHT AT ALL. YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHO YOU'RE MESSING WITH.


YOU
WENT
TOO
GODDAMN
FAR.

if anyone reading this is one of the MANY innocent people who have no clue what is happening, it's ok. i'm not pissed at you.

n_n
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  • Current Residence: the middle of goddamn nowhere.
  • Interests: draconids, anthro, cats, AND ALL TEH FLUFFY ANIMALS!!
  • Favourite movie: DOGMA
  • Favourite band or musician: Matthew Sean Clay
  • Favourite genre of music: well, anything except pop, jazz, rap, hip hop, disco, rythem n blues, gospel, christian, er....
  • Favourite artist: Daichym, Armaina, Hoodoo-Voodoo, MysticalElf20, SolaceEternal, Kithulu,
  • Favourite poet or writer: Awesomesauce, Matthew Clay, Mysticalelf20,
  • Favourite photographer: Spike... n_n
  • Shell of choice: moon snail... or... abalone... mother of pearl...
  • Wallpaper of choice: fabric. fabric stapled to the wall... fabric on the celing.. it has possibilities....:O_o:;
  • Skin of choice: mine... or matt's per'aps....
  • Favourite game: ummm... Halo...or...Kingdom Hearts...FFVII..FFVIII..FFX
  • Favourite gaming platform: between the ps2 and the xbox
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sesshomaru, Yuki Eiri, Inu-Yasha
  • Personal Quote: it takes a looong time to get to england in a rowboat... *winkwink*
  • Tools of the Trade: pencils, colored pencils, and ultra fine-point sharpies

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:iconlamarr:
~lamarr Jan 1, 2005, 10:26:02 AM
-stalk- >.> -wiggles butt- <.< -rawrs- i never knew joo had moved..

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I mean isn't that just kick-you-in-the-crotch-spit-on-your-neck-fantastic!?!
:iconmysticalelf20:
~mysticalelf20 Nov 9, 2004, 7:57:52 AM
I want to love. I want to be loved. I don’t want to hurt him like this. I don’t want to lose what I barely have. Why do people keep falling in love with me? I want a soul mate. I want someone to protect me. I want someone who will be capable of protecting me. Matt can, Favian isn’t ready yet. We need to different things that are the same. I want a best friend. I still think he got pancaked by a semi he’s not Matt or Favian. I could see myself growing old with Snoopy. I could see Matt dying before thirty. I want to help Matt heal. I want to undo the pain I’ve caused Favian. I want everything to turn out as it should. Maybe we’re meant to be together, and that’s why it’s so hard… but Matt loves me… cataclysmic… love at first sight? Maybe… I can still feel the shards of his heart embedded in my soul like shrapnel. I’m not ready to deal with this. I’m physically attracted to Matt. There’s something there… it’s not lust… not entirely. I don’t want Matt to be alone anymore, but Favian doesn’t deserve me, he needs someone to love him more… somehow… I want to, but I fell for Matt… why oh why… how did it happen?! He was considerate and gentlemanly… he made me laugh… his insecurity made me notice him… his back… I feel like I’ve been waiting for him… forever… why can’t it be simple… Snoopy… I shouldn’t have made so many promises… but I couldn’t stand seeing him that way… I wanted to heal him but wound up half killing him… I don’t deserve Matt… I don’t deserve Favian either… despite his short comings, he is a wonderful person… his innocence and pain drew me and then… I don’t know who I am anymore… I don’t know how to find that and I don’t want to be alone. I can feel Matt’s stark honesty… he loves me… Favian loves me…. I don’t know why… hell, I don’t think he knows why. I wonder if we’ll ever get it right…

I found this last night and read it (obviously). I can’t make you stop being with matt, but I did ring this conclusion… YOU STILL LOVE SNOOPY!!! :evillaugh:

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~Let me show you the pain behind these blood stained eyes~
~I want a kiss in the dark~
:iconstarstricken-disaste:
~Starstricken-Disaste Oct 24, 2004, 4:57:05 PM
Thanks for the watch. :) Like your style!

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And no one sings me lullabyes
And no one makes me close my eyes
So I throw the windows wide
And call to you across the sky....
--Pink Floyd
:iconpainfulangl:
~painfulAngl Oct 24, 2004, 4:58:42 PM
thanks. same to you! what is your char, anyway?

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attention... defeciet..rainbow....*looks around*

can we go play??

n_n
:iconstarstricken-disaste:
~Starstricken-Disaste Oct 24, 2004, 4:59:50 PM
The stolen one is my boyfriend's persona, and mine is Xyan, the black dragon with rainbow stripes and such =P

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And no one sings me lullabyes
And no one makes me close my eyes
So I throw the windows wide
And call to you across the sky....
--Pink Floyd
:iconbije-dragonne:
~Bije-Dragonne Oct 22, 2004, 2:46:59 PM
**cry** I MISSED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :cry: :crying: :sad:

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~True love means you can hurt me as much as you want, but you can never make me leave you~
:iconverse-hyenafox:
~Verse-Hyenafox Oct 21, 2004, 10:44:24 PM
Thanks for the comments ^^ My computer just crashed horribly and i'm using my brother's so i can't do much other than thank you for the comments. ^^ So thanks

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If we're lucky, Red Pandas will become more popular than hyenas, and faster! Save the hyena!

-Verse.
:iconspikeddarkprince:
~spikeddarkprince Oct 12, 2004, 12:21:30 AM
Hello, dear...
I've been thinking about you alot lately...
I visited your old gallery a few days ago,
and I haven't been able to get you out of
my mind sence...

I hope everything is okay with you...
I miss seeing you around so much.
You're a great inspiration.

Much lubbins!~
*hugs tight*

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:hug: :heart: :hug:

Give what you get,
you won't regret it, I promiss.
:iconpainfulangl:
~painfulAngl Oct 18, 2004, 4:59:01 PM
i feel loved... n_n

:heart: miss you too, spike.

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attention... defeciet..rainbow....*looks around*

can we go play??

n_n
:iconmysticalelf20:
~mysticalelf20 Oct 19, 2004, 6:37:24 AM
*points to Angl* YOU!!! YES YOU!!!! i'm having a massive angst, why? BECUASE I"M A BLOODY GERBIL!!!!! KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! *really annoying angst*

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~Let me show you the pain behind these blood stained eyes~
~I want a kiss in the dark~
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